Really, This is not about anyone or anything at all. Just words that get in the way. I'm gonna start writing/typing my true self here again.
When you remember me
it'll be too late
i'll be swept away
while you're still diggin your grave
i sat there watching you wrap your mind
around things that withered our souls heartless and blind
paranoia and disease, the fastest decline
but "its truth!! its truth!!"
you know it when you see it and feel the truth!!"
but does it really exist
or is just another illusion?
and who cares about the positive?
you 'never needed a cheerleader' steppin in.
and so they will continue to tell you
what you never should have known
like the violent games this five year old plays
in the crevices of both of our hearts maze
he pulls the trigger at an innocent bystander
he laughs and then runs over to her kneeling by her side
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Mommy, forgive me!
I didn't know it was you I was aiming at."
(And daddy was too late.)
So he thinks to himself
"Oh what the hell?
I'll kill him next!!"
The technology has had an ill effect on our reconstruction site
It has turned us into numb snakes
slithering around each others necks
We reckon the infinite possibilities of our homes explosion
the end of our hearts, our union, our minds, our lives.
This is it
The earths biggest malfunction,
the parasitic flies rule along with their golden box
full of blood sucking ticks and tocks
Produced pornographic children and calamitous endings.
Our minds are a prison
You keep on trying to make yourself hate me
I know exactly why this is happening.
Cant waste any more time or energy
My tears will go away eventually.
Go back away from me.




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